A Homemaker’s Diary

It’s the week, where all the craze will end..now I really think that the organizing and planning for a wedding part is much more tiring than being the bride herself. So if your wedding planner charges you like a lot don’t bother to complain.

Anyway, I wouldn’t want to leave all my friends out there wondering about the previous unhappy entry. Well, they said friends are family that you choose for yourself, so when it’s the real family who hurl the hurtful words, it’s even harder to accept. Enough said, I am stronger to face all that now. Friends who YM, I will tell the detail later after I get back, ok…

And of course I will update the wedding pictures later…mesti la nak tunjuk hasil penat lelah keje tangan ku yg berbulan2 ni..in the mean time, I am looking for a black stick album to make into a kind of storyboard for the bride. Found one in SnazzynSuch blog but it’s already sold out..huhu..NVM, that will be my next project..first, I need to clean up all the mess in the living hall after coming back from the wedding..

Now, I still have the last 11 batang bunga dip lili to complete..like Hubby said, lambat giler nak siapkan satu2 bunga..huhu..nak buat kelopak bertulang lagi, celup dip lagi, tabur glitter lagi..cantum je yg cepat..I guess the turqoise wedding dress must be beaded in the hotel..terpaksa la, tak sempat nak siapkan kat rumah..separuh baju and kain tak de labuci n manik..kelakar plak nanti pengantin pakai kebaya sebelah je bermanik..hehe!

See you all next week..I won’t be online..mcm la hotel UITM tu ada wi-fi pon..huhu!

Lately I feel like a celebrity..haha..but one celebrity with hampeh fan(s)..not that I get flowers and chocolate but more to being stalked by sickening comments on my blog(s) and pathetic emails..whatever dude..I don’t care what you out there think about me, stop preaching about the sanctity of family values, all the goody two shoes rubbish of being a good child, being thankful to parents bla bla…

Just because you hear stories from one side doesn’t validate the facts, or when I ignore all your pathetic attempts to keep in touch via email, sms, call..you think you know me well enough to give out nasihat and ceramah basi. I pay my phone bills so I have the right to dodge any call that I don’t feel like entertaining, even on my business phone. Same goes to my domain and blog – I pay for the domain so I can delete your comment or email with just one click just as I brush you off from my life – relatives, family members or whatnot.

I rather die on the street than to crawl back to the so called family..if that is what you want to happen to me. Why can’t people just do their own business and stop bitching around when I am doing perfectly fine with my life. Just because I don’t do things like you and the rest of your clan do, it doesn’t mean that I am the bad, anak derhaka whatever terms you think suit me.

If you are in my situation, you will know how I feel. But you are not, so stop thinking that you know, and keep it to yourself whatever you think you want to comment after you read this, (if you read this) because I don’t give a damn.